Early Morning Blues

9 Nov

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Hubby decided that 4am was the perfect time to throw a fit.
(Quick background on hubby: he is unhealthy, out of shape, and has a big temper problem; he claims temper is shaped by his bad healthy…..right…)

I usually stay up to let my husband in the house because I try to be an overly accommodating wife. For once, I fell asleep before he made it home. (In my defense, sometimes he is 1/2 an hour to a couple hours late without warning so staying up can prove difficult.) Instead of knocking on the door or calling the house phone, he continuously calls my cell which everyone knows I keep on silent. My grandmother, whom we are temporarily staying with, could have answered the door IF HE HAD KNOCKED JUST ONCE. Nope, he preferred running back to his mommy’s house and sending me a long rude text.

I WILL NOT BINGE.

This type of thing triggers me. I will not eat my feelings tomorrow. Maybe i’ll try to talk about them. I know right now I am sad, angry, and frustrated. Sad that it takes so little for him to run off. Angry that I could not just stay up, and frustrated because he could have knocked.

I am going to try to keep reminding myself that I am worth the effort. I am worth the healthy meals and fitness.

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4 Responses to “Early Morning Blues”

  1. Casie November 10, 2012 at 2:06 am #

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  3. hellohappinesse November 22, 2012 at 11:35 am #

    You are so right. He should have knocked. Very brave of you to try to talk to him. X

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